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~ How do we escape, yet live our lives? ~ Chapter 6 ~ Love In The Ice ~

How do we escape, yet live our lives?



Author: Spudacus
Chaptered Fic ~ Chapter 6 Of??? ~

Rating: NC17/18(sexual content & language)
Pairings: JaeHo/YoonJae, YooSu, ChangTa/KeiMin, MIN7EN, Min/Siwon, Min/Heechul and Siwon/Heechul also Others Possibly.
Everything, Love, life, romance, lust, sex, violence, light drug addiction, like a drama I suppose.
omg I don’t know what to say really! :D , this is basically about the boys and their lives etc and their problems and all that, a bit like a drama/soap! :D

Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this and I wish I did own them Hahaha lol *dirty/naughty mind takes over lol*


I hope you all like this, I’m quite excited about it! :D please tell me what you think! :D thank you! :D ENJOY!

hey did you all spot the title theme going throuout it all? if you didn't just ask me and i shall tell you where! :D.

~ Prologue ~

~ Chapter 1 ~

~ Chapter 2 ~

~ Chapter 3 ~ THE LOSS OF ME ~

~ Chapter 4 ~ Meetings ~

~ Chapter 5 ~ Tea Stains ~



~ Chapter 6 ~ Love In The Ice ~




Morning finally and silently broke the long night.


Jaejoong awoke to the smell of some tasty food, he got dressed as quickly as he could and went downstairs. Lee Jun-Ki was just dishing up the breakfast; it was a small feast, which included, rice, kimchi, vegetables and some fresh grilled fish.


“Good morning, how are you today?”

“Ahh I am very well thank you and your self? Oh I am starving!” Jaejoong replied.


Jaejoong’s mouth watered as he sat there waiting for his food to be plated up. When he received it he eagerly gobbled down all of the contents of the plate and even had some more, he was so hungry. Now quite full, he breathed a sigh of contentment. 


After everything had been sorted out, Jun-Ki went off and shortly returned carrying a large and very full folder. He gave it to Jaejoong to look at and Jaejoong observed that Jun-Ki’s mannerisms had changed dramatically. Jun-Ki now seemed cold, distant and treated the situation as if it were business.  


He noticed that there was information, photos and contact details of many, many young men in South Korea, “ummm, are ….are these, ahhhh, rent-boys? Jun-Ki are you a pimp?”


Jaejoong was met with silence then, “yes, though I prefer, a manager of male escorts better though, heheh, look Jaejoong, I think that this is the only way that you can stand on your own two feet and make money, go to college and make something of yourself. It is good money, I take good care of my boys, and I even started out like this. I like you and I don’t want to see you get hurt, but this seems to be the only option you have left to you Jaejoong.”


He just sat there staring at the beautiful young male in front of him, he had finally admitted it, he was attracted to him, this Kim Jaejoong, but he thought he should go into this business as things in life rarely come for free.


“Just have a think about it, okay, I’m going to go into the garden, come and see me when you have made your choice, okay.”


He went off quietly into the garden, sat down and waited patiently for Jaejoong.


Only the ruffling of pages being turned slowly could be heard.


30 minutes later…….


Jaejoong emerged from the big white house and trotted over to where Jun-Ki sat upon a rustic looking wooden seat. Jaejoong went forward and stood before Jun-Ki with his back and he faced the sea, taking in the silent and ever changing beauty.


Jun-Ki’s light effeminate features looked at the slim frame of Kim Jaejoong and asked the young man, “so, have you made a choice yet?”

Jaejoong, sighed heavily, “I… I can and want to do this, it is the only option left for me, I have nothing and no one left to me, I am strong and I will make as much as I can, so that I can live my life the way I want to. Thank you for your kindness and understanding towards me.”


“I see, Jaejoong, I will always be here for you, you are special, you are very special to me, you must also become hard, almost cold, or at least be able to shut off, it’s what is needed for this career, lets go then.”


Jun-Ki got up put his hand on Jaejoong’s left shoulder squeezed it for comfort and he turned to go off into the house for what needed to be done.


Jaejoong was left there just looking out over the eternally glittering sea, he cried his last tear, and tears of stone were only left now. 


The car moved silently through the streets of Seoul, when it arrived at its destination, the two passengers entered a nice looking building of apartments, one carrying a couple of bags.


One hour later the car left again silently moving through the streets of Seoul, this time only one person exited the car.  




Heechul awoke to find a red eyed Changmin staring at him from across the room, he looked tired, desperate and frantic.


“Oh! Heechul-ah! You are awake!? Good, how do you feel? I thought I had lost you!? How do you feel? Are you hurt? Shall I call the doctor? What do you want? What can I do for you? Anything you want, I will do for you, anything at all, just please don’t leave me Heechul-ah!” Changmin was practically in tears by the end of this, he was now holding Heechul’s hands and kneeling on the floor by the tight black settee in the cool, stylish front room.


The sick twisted princess mind of Kim Heechul worked overtime at this unexpected reaction and soon came to the conclusion that he could get Changmin to have sex with him, a nasty evil Cinderella grin danced across his face. The plan was set now.


“Awww Changmin-ah! Thank you for being here for me! I…I …. I do really love you so much, I really do! If I had died then, I would not have been a complete person, I love you but I have not been able to love you the way I want to……….. So………. So will you love me now, the way I have always wanted you to?”

Heechul used his ‘puppy-dog’ eyes and coughed a little for effect.


After a few moments realisation finally dawned on Changmin, he did say he would do anything for him and he could have lost him, so he closed his eyes, and decided that he would give up his precious virginity to Kim Heechul.


As he went off to his room to prepare, a few tears formed and dropped, he now had a stronger resolve now, he hoped it would hold out, for everyone’s sake.


He had seen what need to be done in various gay pornos that he regularly watched. He took out his watermelon flavoured lube and a single light green mint flavoured condom, these he placed on his side cabinet.


Soon Heechul came into his room and locked the door behind him, to Changmin it was the bolt closing on a cell door. The slim boy made his way over to Changmin who was perched stiffly on the bed’s edge.


They stripped each other and Changmin used his knowledge of this area to try and make his first time a good one at least and so he could use it as practice he thought. He caressed Heechul’s soft pale skin and suckled his tender light nipples, generating soft moaning.


Changmin was unsure but still moved down to take Heechul’s steadily growing cock in his strong young hands, he kneaded it like it was dough until it was firm and edible, it was like some very tasty sausage to Changmin, who liked sausages very much, he smiled, then he decided to take a bite.


He licked, bit, sucked and kissed passionately to the music coming from Heechul’s groaning mouth.

He moved Heechul’s legs up, slipped on the mint condom and he lubed up his large throbbing cock, he thrusted deep and hard into Heechul’s tight entrance, causing the smaller man to scream out in pain and ecstasy mingled together.


Changmin also cried out at the tightness which now surrounded his cock, it burned and stung, it caressed and squeezed at it. He started to move slowly and rhythmically back and forth, in and out of Heechul, who was now panting, moaning, swearing and babbling at the deep and hard fucking he was receiving from Changmin.


It was better then he could ever have dreamed it would be, neither heaven nor hell could or would ever compare to this feeling he had inside of him.

Heechul grabbed wildly at his wet cock and ribbed on it violently.


They both screamed out as they came together, they panted and wheezed until their breathing calmed down and evened off.

Changmin pulled out from Heechul and they laid there next to each other, they kissed and fell asleep together, Heechul with a satisfied look upon his face.


Or so Heechul thought, Changmin had pretended to sleep, he gave up his virginity, which was to him very precious, but now it had been lost, he could never get it back, he tried to make sense of everything and why he did it and what he would do next.


He laid there silently taking in the darkness while contemplating things.




“Yoboseyo, Siwon-ah? I need to meet you……yes….later, about 8 O’clock at the central Plaza…….okay see you then…and…..thanks mate.” Yunho looked down at his mobile and ended the call.


And now, he waited.  


The plaza at night time always looked magnificent, it was surrounded with full trees, which were covered and all were linked by white, light blue and gold sparkling lights. The soft sound of the central fountain and the benches all helped to make the spot a popular choice for couples and also for friends as a meeting point. There were lots of restaurants around there as well.


Yunho wore his tight black jacket, hugging black jeans and some pretty yet manly accessories to set off his look. As he was waiting there on one of the benches he saw many people looking at him, smiling and winking.

A few young men, around his age Yunho decided, smiled sweetly at him and he felt a pang of loneliness hit his heart, he wanted a boyfriend, someone he could call his own and someone with whom he could share his heart, mind, body and soul.


Soon after Siwon appeared looking smart, sexy and somehow gay all rolled into one, this will always remain a mystery to Yunho, so he never tried to understand it. “Hey, Yunho-ah! How are you? What’s up? What’s wrong?” Siwon called out cheerfully to his best friend. “Oh hey, Siwon-ah! I'm okay thanks, come on lets go”. Both of them were hungry and so they went off to one of the restaurants to have dinner.


They sat their talking about Yunho’s problems, his thoughts and his feelings. They spoke about Yunho’s grades and the pressures he faced, like getting top grades no matter what and his family wanting him to take over the business, it was too much for him.


“Si…Siwon-ah …. I have something to tell you, I …. I am gay.”

Siwon stopped eating and looked up. He couldn’t help but to gape at Yunho and his confession.


“What! Oh my god! I can’t believe it!? Really? Wow! That’s great! Then at least we can talk about other things then and point out boys to each other! Hehe oh and of course I’m cool with it….hmmmm oh and if you need to talk to someone then I am here for you buddy!”

“Hehehe thank you Siwon, it means a lot to me, phew! Right I am cool with it now, I think, it was hard to get my head around at first and I feel so lonely but I think I will be okay.” Yunho smiled sweetly at his friend, even though his heart was breaking from the slowly fading pain and the loneliness that had now taken over his heart.


They drank ate and drank some more, Siwon could hold his drink more than Yunho. Yunho had got quite drunk and so they had to go back to Siwon’s house, he laid Yunho down on his bed and he laid down beside him.


Siwon couldn’t stop his feelings for Yunho, he said they had gone, but they had just hidden themselves and now, with Yunho, a gay Yunho lying right beside him, so many thoughts raced through his head. “No, that’s wrong, I can’t and I won’t’” Siwon shook his head and let his thoughts go with them.

Yunho, in his drunken state leaned over and went to kiss Siwon, “Siwon-ah, come on lets kiss, come on….. I know you still…still…like me.” Yunho mumbled as he leaned in for another try after being brushed off first time, but this time Siwon was pushed back down onto the bed with his arms held above his head, “Ahh…ah…oooh..Yunho-ah...wha...What are you doing, stop come on now!”

“Mmm *kiss* you taste so *kiss* good Siwon, I am *kiss* *kiss* kissing you, silly” Yunho was kissing Siwon’s mouth and neck, “I want you Siwon, come on.”

Yunho continued his oral assault on Siwon, who was now melting into the kisses, “Mmm, oh…ahhhh...Oh Yunho-ah…no! Yunho, stop, we can’t its wrong!” Siwon realised what was happening and he couldn’t let either of them lose their virginity like that. He nearly shouted at Yunho to stop, he pushed Yunho off and told him to just go to sleep.


Yunho grumbled and then he went back to lying down, a very clear hard on could be seen, but he didn’t care.


But Siwon did.


He was trying to calm down, he had wanted Yunho for so long and he had been lying on top of him a moment ago with a hard on, what was he going to do now.




They both arrived at the restaurant wearing smart suits, Junsu was in a sky blue shirt, Yoochun in a blazing red one.


They smiled softly as they greeted each other outside the swanky restaurant in central Seoul, one of the many central plaza ones.


They were seated and they ordered quickly, they had some champagne while they were waiting, they began a conversation.


“So, what type of food do you like, do you like games? Jokes? languages? Drinks?” an intrigued Yoochun asked Junsu.

“Hmmmm. I don’t really know, I love Korean food, of course, I love Japanese food as well! Hmm I like English, Korean and Japanese, I like jokes, mainly Oyaji gags, they mean like old man gags, from Japan! Hm I love to play computer games! And I love to drink as well, soju is my favourite, I have it a lot though, and sex!  Hehehe!” an excited Junsu replied, not realising that had just said that he loves sex!


He realised after he saw the look on Yoochun’s face change, “oh! Oh my god! Eek! Eu kyang kyang!” he laughed it off, even though he was embarrassed.


They talked and they flirted a lot, it just seemed to come easily and it flowed so naturally that neither questioned it at all.

They just enjoyed spending time with each other, they both felt all warm inside and neither could deny the strong attraction they each felt for each other.


Dinner was over before they knew it, Yoochun insisted on paying the bill and so they left the restaurant and started to walk, in no particular direction. They were both fairly tipsy by now and were laughing and joking.


“Junsu-shi, do you want to come back to mine, Ahh…. I mean its kinda late now and I thank you should stay over” they were standing by a lamppost and it was pretty late, they were stroking each other’s arms, while smiling shyly.


“Umm okay then… thank you Yoochun-shi, I would love to Hehehe” they went off walking with their arms intertwined, towards Yoochun’s home.   

Junsu felt a pang of guilt as he remembered that he has church the next day. His heart pulled in opposite directions, yet he still carried on, he wasn’t in the right mind to deny his body and his heart.


The air was getting cooler as the night wore on.


They entered Yoochun’s house then his bedroom and they started to get undressed, ready for bed, Junsu couldn’t undo his shirt properly and so Yoochun helped him with it, they were both thrown randomly onto the floor, next to go were their trousers……




~ THE END ~ Love In The Ice ~


A/N:  guys I am putting this fic on hold for a week or two! I am sorry, it’s just that I have college and I have drawings to do (of the boys and I will post these eheheh) also other one-shots to do and all that! :D hehe and I want this fic to be good, I want to be proud of it! So umm yeah, but that doesn’t mean that I won’t be writing this fic anymore hehe cos I will be eheh lol, I just won’t be posting it up soon that’s all, so this (Chapter 6) is the last for a few weeks! Okay sorry and please be here when I return with the 7th chap! I love you all! :D

BTW, chaps 7, 8, 9 & 10, will all be singular ones, i.e. they will each be about one of the members – 7 = Jaejoong, 8 = Yunho, 9 = Changmin, 10 = Yoochun & Junsu. I just wanted to develop the characters a little more folks! :D Hehehe okay! :D 




Cross posted at Jaeho_detox, my LJ &  _hug ! :D

Tags: 18, changta/keimin, jaeho/yoonjae, life, light drug addiction, love, love in the ice, lust, min/heechul, min/siwon, min7en, nc-17, romance, sex, siwon/heechul, violence, yoosu
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