How do we escape, yet live our lives?
~ Prologue ~
~ Chapter 1 ~ Reality Bites
~ Chapter 2 ~ Slippery Slopes
~ Chapter 3 ~ The Loss Of Me ~
~ Chapter 4 ~ Meetings ~
~ Chapter 5 ~ Tea Stains ~
~ Chapter 6 ~ Love In The Ice ~
~ Chapter 7 ~ Torn ~ Part 1 ~
~ Chapter 7 ~ Torn ~ Part 2 ~
~ Chapter 8 ~ Rough Diamond ~
~ Chapter 9 ~ Wild Child ~
~ In Between Time ~ Pt 1. Pt 2. Pt 3.
~ Chapter 10 ~ The Truth Will Out ~ Pt 1. Pt 2.
~ Chapter 11 ~ Picking Up The Pieces ~
~ Chapter 12 ~ Fallen Angel ~
~ Chapter 13 ~ The Power Of Love ~
~ Chapter 14 ~ 마지막 인사 (Majimak Insa) ~
~ Chapter 15 ~ Cherry Blossoms ~
~ Chapter 16 ~ Hope For The Future ~
~ Chapter 17 ~ One Day The Insane Shall Win… ~ (Alternative Ending)
~ Chapter 17 ~ One Day The Insane Shall Win… ~
The sleek blue and black Porsche pulls up to the entrance of the private medical facility opened by Jung Yunho in the memory of his mother, the rehabilitation wing is where the person clad in stylish and expensive clothes headed for, he stopped outside the room, the name tag read:
- Lee Jun-Ki -
He knocked and entered upon hearing the answer to the knock, Jun-Ki turned away form the window he was looking out of, the sun glistened off his pale and perfect skin, Jaejoong noted he looked better than he did when he first met him all that time ago… so much had happened, so much had changed, yet he had begged Yunho to instil Jun-Ki in his centre to help him, Yunho agreed to it eventually after some persuasion from Jaejoong.
The two men smiled and hugged one another and Jaejoong took up a chair next to the bed, Jun-Ki began:
“Jaejoong I’m sorry, I know all of what I did was wrong, and all of what I said was cruel to you and to everyone else, I… I just hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me… I’m so sorry… sorry for all the problems I have caused…
I did love you so much and I knew I had doomed you to a life as a dirty rent boy and that was beyond wrong, then… then I found that I couldn’t get over you, heh… the drink helped, so did the drugs, then it just all went wrong and out of control… again, all I can say to you, is that I am truly sorry, I only did it because my feelings overwhelmed me and I gave into such bad things… all sorts of substances and people…I'm sorry.
Thank you for coming to see me… I’m going to use my money, and change the building and make it nicer and use the boys for something they would each be better suited for, they all deserve so much better.”
Jun-Ki then delicately hands Jae a note, written in an exquisite hand, the name reads,
Jaejoong had gone into the front room for a while and left Yunho with the note from Jun-Ki.
Cautiously Yunho opened the envelope and pulled out the snow white letter.
HA HA HA
Yunho noticed that the letter was covered in a type of white powder… he realised that it was poison in powdered form, his breathing became instantly heavier and he lost control of his body as he fell off the table chair and onto the floor, he collapsed in a heap, the last thing he saw was Jaejoong calling him and shouting for him to not leave him alone and I love you.
Later, the hospital pronounced Yunho dead before arrival. Time of death – 5:00PM
Lee Jun-Ki sat there smiling to himself as he could hear a ruckus outside his room in the corridor, it was Jaejoong, in a state, he burst into his room and just stood there, “why!? Why you fucking bastard!? Yunho’s dead because of you! I'm gonna kill you with my bare hands!!!!!”
“Hahaha oh Jaejoong, I win you see, he no longer has you and your perfect little life is no more and never will be! Hahaha… you see, if I can’t have you, then no one can.”
Jaejoong moved slowly closer to Jun-Ki, he then realised that Jun-Ki had pulled out a syringe and was about to stab it into his heart… “No! No you don’t you bugger!” Jaejoong screamed as he lunged for Jun-Ki’s hand, but he was too late, he had already jammed it straight into his heart… his face was frozen immediately, into the forever present evil smile that only Lee Jun-Ki could do.
He was gone now and all Jaejoong could do was to go and bury his one true love.
A.N: this is the alt ending, i couldn't help but make it muwahaaha!
yayssss! its over! my bay has finally been born! its been long and at times painful, but!its done now haha
thank you soo muh to anyoen and everyone who ever read, reads, or will read this chaptered fic, thank you!thank you fr takin the time to read it, thank you for commenting, and helpingm e and for sharing the love :)
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<b>Title:</b> How Do We Escape, Yet Live Our Lives?
<b>Pairings:</b> JaeHo/YooJae, YooSu, ChangTa/KeiMin, Min7en, Min/Siwon, Min/Heechul, Siwon/Heechul
<b>Rating:</b> 18 - (sexual content and language)
<b>Genre:</b> Everything, Love, Life, Romance, lust, sex, violence, drug addiction.
<b>Summary:</b> This is basically about the boys and their lives and all the ups and downs, highs and lows, their problems etc like a soap/drama hehe :D
<b>Disclaimer:</b> I don't own the boys, nor do they know i am writing this, even though i wish i did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*